God, I ask for your forgiveness on behalf of my family, especially my dad. Please do not turn Your face from us because of Him. God, please break his hardened heart. I don't understand why He is so angry at You.

He thinks You owe him everything.

He thinks the whole world is caught between You and satan.

He keeps questioning Your love and says earthquakes and tsunamis are "acts of God".

He knows You are God.

He knows You are all powerful.

But I can see he is rejecting You.

Knowing full well that he is breaking Your heart.

And because of all these, he pushes away what You have done on the cross for us.

Please forgive him. Please break him down so that he will acknowledge that he needs You.

God.

Please speak to him in dreams.

My heart is wrenched when I hear him say all these hateful things about You. I cannot understand why he hates you so much.

God, I need You.

"He is the Lord, let Him do what He thinks is good in His eyes".

Sounds spiritual, but it was mockery. Like Eli.

Even though he says that he does not care what You do with his soul, I know he does.

He knows better than to deny Your presence, especially when he loves nature so much.

But he still decides to live without You.

Help, God.

Please still continue to love him. You know that all these are probably pleas for love.

Help, God.

Let him see Your love. Let him feel Your love. I know this is one thing I know of, that he doesn't.

Help, God.

Lord I'm amazed by the love that You gave

On the mount of Cruxificion

You laid Your life down for me

You died that I might be forgiven

All my guilt and shame

I am changed only by Your grace

Thank You for the cross, my Saviour

Lead me to the place of communion

Nothing in my hands I bring

Simply to the cross I cling

For all that You have done for me

This love song I will sing

Only You can fill the vacuum in my heart

Only You can love me like no one else

I will run to You

I will run to You