I'm so confused, Lord.

Please help me not to reason with my own logic as it would only make matters worse.

I need You to speak to me.

Please do not be silent.

Please do not hide Your face from me.

Jesus, I lay my hopes and dreams at Your feet.

You write my story.

I know You see what's in store. I know You love me.

I am pushing this huge block, and I can't see what's in front. But You see it. You're saying, "When you see the treasure upfront, you will agree that all that I've put you through is worth it. Just a bit more, just a bit more. I know you are tired, and you can't see, but you can't afford to turn back. You're so close. Trust me. Continue pushing. What you've done is nothing compared to what I will give you. My strength will be your strength."

I trust in You.

I will not be afraid.

"Those who joyfully leave EVERYTHING in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything. "