Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Captivate my heart, dear Jesus
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Oh God! You completely blew my mind away! I know You want to show me more of Your manifest presence in my 5 senses, how GREAT You are! You are so amazing, God! I am so excited, my heart is pumping so quickly! All the thoughts and emotions are coming so quickly that it's hard to write them down properly.
I want You, God! I want You to speak to me face to face, just like You did to Moses! You have opened my eyes to see the magnitude of what You can do(though i only saw a small minute detail of what You have done, and can do, but it was completely AMAZING, and not minute to me!), how GOOD You are, and nothing can EVER compare to being IN Your presence!
What was I thinking when I doubted what You could do? I've underestimated You. I know this is just a little gist of what You can do! You made me realize that having Your presence in my life means more than anything in the world! And, I can do ALL things through You, not because of me, but because of You, Your glory. None can fathom.
I felt a great heat engulf me when Jerm was speaking to me. I know it was You. I didn't know what it meant, but suddenly, I felt so unworthy! But I want to know You more! I want Your glory! I want You to use me. I know I am nothing without You.
It is You, God, who is worthy of ALL PRAISE, HONOR, and GLORY. There is no doubt about it. I've tasted and I've seen. His goodness and His plans for me. You are a GREAT and GOOD GOD! Now I know why being pure in heart is very important to You. Godliness. I'm beginning to understand what You said when You said, "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." God, make me pure! I know I am so unworthy, but I want to know You more!
I am completely blown away. How could i ever think that anything can compare to this? Your glory. I am in awe.
This world is not my home, I'm just a passing thru.
More than anything else in the world,
I want YOU.
3 things our mind can't understand about
Miracles. Uncomprehendable.
#1. Time-- God has His perfect timing. We can never prepare when He wants things to be done.
#2. Way-- Each miracle is different as each life He created is unique, so each story is different.
#3. Magnitude-- He said He can do exceedingly abundantly more than we can ever ask, think or imagine.
And, His blessings are seriously exceedingly, abundantly, beyond than I can ever ask, think or imagine. My mind is completely blown away. Jerm, I bet yours is too. HAHA! I can't properly express them into words-- this joy in my heart. HAHA! I think my face is gonna crack from smiling so hard.
MY GOD IS AMAZING, GREAT, GOOD, and any word in the dictionary that means those words!
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