Saturday, January 28, 2006 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I know that if one walked in obedience, You would use her beyond her imagination.
You have already given her everything that she needs. All she needs to do, is to make use of the provisions You have given her.

What would Jesus do if He were me?
He would be about His Father's business.
He would obey whatever He says, even at the expense of laying down everything that He has.

I still love You, O Lord. Please give me another chance to be used by You.
I will do it if You want me to, dear Lord.
I am faithless, Lord, but You promised to be faithful.
Use me, God, use me to draw people to You. To You, Lord, not to me.
What are my gifts, O God? I can see nothing but more flaws and weaknesses.
But Lord, I know this is about You. This is not about me.
I have to die to myself everyday.
Just promise me that You will be with me, O Lord.
I really do need You so very much.

Help me pass this test.
I don't know why I keep forgetting how good You've been to me or how big You are.
But I know You are behind me.
I know You want more than anything to see me pass with flying colours.
I have to take the leap of faith.
O Lord, please hug me in Your arms when I jump across.
I'm scared, Lord. I'm scared I'll disappoint You again.
Please be with me. I will do this, because I love You more than anything.
I will trust You, because You are everything.
Everything. All I need. Forever.

I know You can make something beautiful out of nothing.
Make me more like You, Lord.
I love You, Lord, so much so much.
I'm clinging on to You for dear life. Forgive me.
I need You.

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