Oh Lord. I believe You are purifying me.
I have never met so many of my weaknesses face to face until now!
Oh God! Change me! I'm so tired of myself.
I don't understand why You would want to use someone like me.
Someone who trys to steal Your glory time and again.
I cannot do this on my own.
I want to be all about You, Lord.
Help me. I don't know how.
I want to dance for You alone.
Help me take away the 'eyes' in my life.

Sometimes I get so consumed with trying to find the big resurrection that I forget to see You reveal Yourself in smaller ways throughout my day.
Thank You for waking me up just in time so that dad could drive me to church by 11.
Thank You for sending Jeannie to remind me of Your promises.
Thank You for nice sweet slices of maple syrup hotcakes.
Thank You for 2 sunny bright gerberras.
Thank You O Lord, for all the small little details that You provided to tell me You love me.
Yes, Lord. I believe You are here with me still, even though I don't feel wonderful nice feelings.

I believe when You tell me to give up something, You probably have something better in store.
You have Your reasons when You give me commands, and I know they're good reasons.
like the unleavened bread.
I will trust in You. I will put my confidence in You. You are my strength.
Forgive me that I did things that were good in my own eyes.
I never want to confuse my own plans with Yours again.
I know it is You who will do it, and I just have to obedient.
Not do it my way, but Your way. Because Your ways are higher, and definitely much better.

I don't have anything to offer, really.
But You can take all I am.