Friday, December 15, 2006 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I had a dream.

The Laos policemen was killing all the Lao babies. A Lao woman came running to my window and left her infant in a box at my door step. I brought the infant in. Tried to carry it by placing my arm under the infant's head gently. The infant pushed away my arm, and didn't want me to carry. But slowly, as I tried again, the infant allowed me. The infant was pretty sweet.

Then, I gave the infant some milk from a bottle. The infant refused to be fed. The infant started screaming really loudly, the face scrunched up red. The infant was not cute anymore, the red-faced screaming infant was quite ugly actually. It was very irritating.
I tried to feed the infant again, but the infant started screaming again. I was so irritated, I wanted to leave the infant alone.

I woke up.

Holy Spirit reminded me that some people placed under me, are spiritual infants. They need to be fed, need to be loved, no matter how unlovable they might be. It might be frustrating as they refuse to be fed. But I must never leave them alone. If I leave them alone, they will die.

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Eveline pops at |10:22 PM|