Thursday, June 14, 2007
Captivate my heart, dear Jesus
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As Daddy dearest embraces her after her graduation ceremony, the twinkle in His eyes tells her that He has a surprise in store for her. He tells her of the plans He has for her future.
She smiles as she feels like a little girl in His embrace again. Oh, how she loves Him.
She remembered that night when her dearest Holy Spirit told her not to go to his house, but yet she pushed Him away. And as she watched herself and her boyfriend go into his house, she saw something different this time.
She saw the demons that awaited them at his house. Demons that taunted them to give in to pleasure. While the Holy Spirit quickened her spirit to stop, the demons pushed them together.
"Come on," they taunted, "nobody's around."
Her Holy Spirit urged her to call on Jesus' name, if only she called on Jesus' name! Her angel was prepared with the sword to slay those demons on command!
But as they gave into their pleasure, the demons danced sickeningly around them, digging their talons into the young couple's skin.
"She's ours! Her soul is ours!" The demons snarled and sank their talons deeper in their skin.
The demons were winning this war, for His Beloved did not call on His name. If only she called His name! He would command all His angels to save her!
But she chose him over Him. And now His Beloved was stained with evil darkness.
God the Father turned His back from them as they moan with delight.
Over the years, she knew that he didn't satisfy her desires. She knew that she had broken her Daddy's heart. Out of her brokeness, she called upon the name of Jesus.
"I don't know how to get free. Please help me, Jesus," she pleaded.
And as she called on Jesus, angels were activated to help win the war. The demons frantically threw their flaming arrows into her heart, thoughts of unworthiness and self-hatred broke her down.
There was a violent war in the spiritual realm for her soul.
Crying, she whispers, "when I'm scared, I know that You are always there."
"In Your presence I can feel Your comfort, that's why I know I can come to You in prayer." Weakly, as she sang through her tears, the angels were strengthened, and fought the battle bravely, for her.
As the demons fled before His angels, exhausted, she fell asleep. She dreamt of her Daddy rocking her again. Because of the blood of Jesus, she was cleaned again. The battle was won just in time for she called upon His name.
And as she awoke, she found her head leaning on Daddy's chest. She smiled.
"I'm sorry I wandered off, Daddy. I know Your Holy Spirit warned me, I'm sorry I didn't listen. I want all You have for me. I don't want to miss my destiny."
As she looked into Daddy's eyes amidst all the smiles she is getting from the graduating students, she sees His love for her. She takes a sniff, and says, "that smells like my Daddy," and buries her head in His chest. He embraces her lovingly and sings of the plans that He has for her.
He will prepare her for the battle that lies ahead. A battle with His enemies for His Bride.
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Eveline pops at |7:04 PM|